bit of randomness

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OPTIMUS PRIMETake the Transformers Quiz

Optimus Prime

Optimus Prime is the heroic leader of the Autobots. He is the personification of courage, strength, and integrity. His personal motto is that “Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.”

Like Optimus Prime, you are good by nature. But beware because mischievous thoughts sometimes tempt you. You are inspiring, confident, and a natural leader. The Autobots have chosen well. In addition, you use technology when you need to, but you do not embrace the latest trends.

:'(

想哭却哭不出的感觉真得很糟。

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Position: Guardian Angel of -me-

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• love me
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If you don't already have these contact details of mine, I'm not interested in you.

God, I just hate myself so much..!!

God, just take me away.

I don't understand my purpose here.

I can't do ANYTHING.

I'm good at absolutely NOTHING.

NOTHING I do is ever correct.

God, I'm so talentless, useless and worthless. What can I do?

Why am I the way I am?

Why did you make me so?

Lord, I can't take it anymore. Just take me away, please.

:(

alot of things happening recently..

yea.. to update those who knows what's happening, it's confirmed.. my granddad has stomach cancer.. it's stage III-IV, kiv pinhole examination on monday.. i mean, i kind of expected it when his Hb was only 5 with NO sign of bleeding anywhere.. but, stomach cancer is abit off.. i'd expected liver cancer more since he already has liver cirrhosis and fatty liver..

exams start next week but i'm totally NOT prepared.. haven't even touched any of my books at all..

after NDP on wed, both TICs wanted to speak to us.. alot of issues with training.. but i'm really in no mood right now.. i don't even want to stay on already!! and that M sir is not approving my request to withdraw from ZPD committee.. *pissed* none of you likes me or wants me to stay, so why're you torturing both you and i by not allowing me to quit?!

*can't take it*

still coughing but much better already.. thank God. Amen. :)

school this week has been real traumatic.. it's the last week already.. everybody's taking lots of pictures with everyone.. today's the last day.. can't believe how fast time has flown by.. i can still remember orientation.. when we were all so shy.. till today.. we're all 'grown' and leaving already..

and my successor decided that he needs more time. time is what you need. yet time is what i cannot afford to give you.

very tired.





[call me and talk to me, please]

*confession*

i'm missing him like mad.

说不出口的话

有些话，对着你我说不出口。

对你的期望，带给你很多压力。我很抱歉。

你是我一手教出来的，所以，对你的信赖与厚望更会远远超过其他的人。很多时候，我只愿意将工作分配给你，因为身边就只有你完全了解我的要求。

不需我多说，却依然能猜出我在想什么的人，在那里，大概也是只有你。

它，代表的是我的责任。
它，代表的是我的热忱。
它，代表的是我对你的期望。

但如果它只能代表一件事，那它，代表的一定是我曾经对你许下的承诺。

好好想清楚。我等你的答复。

不论结果如何，我永远都会在你身后为你加油，打气。

just -_-"

finally went to the GP to find out the reason behind my weeks worth of cough, blocked nose etc..

the reason is really just -_-"

Dr. said my s/s sounds like mycoplasma infection.

gave me 2 days MC. diagnosis : chest infection.

hmmz.. hang on. chest infection is pneumonia isn't it?

so i actually got pneumonia?! that's so random!!

did some reading on it.





Primary Atypical Pneumonia

Pneumonia caused by Mycoplasma pneumoniae is generally classified as primary atypical pneumonia, because it's presentation and course significantly differ from other bacterial pneumonias. Mycoplasma infection often causes pharyngitis or bronchitis. When pneumonia develops, patchy inflammatory changes in the alveolar sputum and interstitial tissue of the lung occur. Alveolar exudate and consolidation of lung tissue are not features of atypical pneumonia.

Young adults - college students and military recruits in particular - are the primary affected population. Primary atypical pneumonia is highly infectious. Its manifestations resemble those of viral pneumonia; systemic manifestations of fever, headache, myalgias, and arthralgias often predominate. The cough associated with atypical pneumonia is dry, hacking, and nonproductive. Because of the typically mild nature and predominant systemic manifestations, mycoplasmal and viral pneumonia are often referred to as " walking pneumonias".

LeMone, P. & Burke, K.M. (2004). Medical-surgical nursing: Critical thinking in client care. (3rd ed.). New Jersey: Prentice Hall




so for all the people whom i accidentally infected.. i'm soo sorry!!

of all the random things that can happen to me.

just -_-"