yay!!

i finally, Finally, FINALLY passed that stupid driving test!!

:)

it took a really long time cos i kept dragging my lessons and all.. but it was a 1st time pass!!

so i'm waiting for my photo-card license to finally arrive in the mail..

somebody lend me a car? i can drive both manual and auto cars..

:(

God!!

how on earth am i going to raise so much money?!

there isn't even any scholarships which i can apply for.

even the highest limit bank loans can't cover my school fees.

i'm sure i can work part-time to cover my living expenses. i'm sure we have the ability to cover start-up costs. but what about the most important thing - school fees?!

it's around A$60,000 p.a.

Han!! how??

God! please.





please please please please please





dear all who sees this, please either tell me how i can raise the money or help me raise the money. please please please please please.

trauma

handled my 1st trauma case today. it was, well, traumatic.

20 mins. 20 people. and he's gone. we couldn't save him.

another motorcyclist, another rainy day. this young chap collided into a lorry.

we tried our best. we gave him all the drugs. shocked him alot. CPRed. heart massage. everything. but he just couldn't be brought back.

at the moment we decided to give up, a silence and and gloom so thick you could choke on descended on the room. gone were the jokes and laughter just moments before.

and before you get the wrong idea, we were NOT playing, we were joking and laughing to help relieve stress and tension. we were doing our jobs perfectly well.

then we cleaned him up as best as we could then sent him to ICU to certify and where his family could see and touch him for the last time.





when i saw his name, i was so glad it was not a name i recognised.

dear friends, please do not ride.