used

what happened was, one of my cadets called me at about 0000hrs to ask a favour of me. he asked me to help him buy colored paper and then send it to school for him.

HELLO??!!

i'm your senior, your instructor, your friend. NOT your slave or maid.

i'm always willing to help you guys out of a tight spot but this is too much. AND YOU KNOW VERY WELL THAT I"M INJURED!!

i've no idea what to say.

but i'm still sorry i couldn't help you.

the guy i like

was talking to some friends just now about the girls they like and the guy i like. am feeling really rejected now. i mean, i'm not asking for a lot, i just want a guy who's smarter than me. is that so very difficult?

there is actually a guy i like. but he, unfortunately, probably doesn't even remember my existence.

am i destined to be liked by guys i don't like and not be liked by the guys i like?

training today

ahaha. i never blog about debate because there's really nothing to blog about. but st. john? HA. that's a different story.

guess what? i sprained my ankle today. was doing TOC with the gus then i kind of stepped in to the drain?! well, something like that.

[sprained my ankle. AGAIN][left foot is numb][die]

all my hardwork?!

all my hardwork and the only thing i got in return was somebody saying that i do al that i do because i'm free?!

GOD, NO!

i do what i do for passion, for love.

was very subdued over dinner. guys were trying to cheer me up and make me talk. but sorry guys, i couldn't bring myself to.

i need some time to get over this.

new blog. new beginnings

wanted the backdrop to be in black, actually. but couldn't find a nice one, soo... this blog is going to sound really sad. cos' this is where i will put to words all my tears, fears and grief. i'm setting up a new blog cos the old one gave me some wonderful memories and i don't want to change that.