omg!
i'm starting work tomorrow.
and i'm so NOT prepared!!
i don't want to start work.
i'm not ready.
mentally and emotionally, i'm spent.
i've been dealt too heavy a blow and i haven't recovered from it.
and i can't seem to garner the energy to do anything.
and as for actually starting work..
well, i'm also not prepared on that front.
i'm very scared. and paranoid.
i'm afraid that i can't fit in.
i'm afraid that i can't cope.
i'm afraid that i'll commit some error and (in)directly cause someone to die/suffer at my hands.
i'm so afraid that i don't want to go to work tomorrow.
i'm so paranoid that i want to quit nursing now.
i don't know.
i mean, i'm such a failure. how can i be trusted with the life and well-being of others?!
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why does it have to be winter when you're alone?
The Apostle's Creed
I believe in God the Father Almighty,
Maker of heaven and earth;
And in Jesus Christ
His only Son our Lord:
Who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, dead, and buried;
the third day He rose from the dead;
He ascended into heaven,
and sitteth at the right hand of
God the Father Almighty;
from thence He shall come to judge
the quick and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting. AMEN
Maker of heaven and earth;
And in Jesus Christ
His only Son our Lord:
Who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, dead, and buried;
the third day He rose from the dead;
He ascended into heaven,
and sitteth at the right hand of
God the Father Almighty;
from thence He shall come to judge
the quick and the dead.
I believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting. AMEN
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why does it have to be winter when you're alone?
~about her~
- -stars fall from the night sky-
- destined not to be loved, she loves herself. loves indulging in unrealistic daydreams.
-you-
Trust His Heart
All things work for our own good
though sometimes we can't see how they could.
Struggles that break our heart intwo
Sometimes blind us to the truth.
Our Father knows what's best for us;
His ways are not our own.
So, when your pathway grows dim,
And you just can't see him,
Remember He's still on the throne.
God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don't understand,
When you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand, trust His heart.
He sees the Master plan
He holds the future in His hands.
So don't live as those who have no hope.
All our hope is found in Him.
We walk in present knowledge,
But He sees the first and the last.
And like a tapestry, He's weaving you and me
To someday be just like Him
though sometimes we can't see how they could.
Struggles that break our heart intwo
Sometimes blind us to the truth.
Our Father knows what's best for us;
His ways are not our own.
So, when your pathway grows dim,
And you just can't see him,
Remember He's still on the throne.
God is too wise to be mistaken.
God is too good to be unkind.
So when you don't understand,
When you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand, trust His heart.
He sees the Master plan
He holds the future in His hands.
So don't live as those who have no hope.
All our hope is found in Him.
We walk in present knowledge,
But He sees the first and the last.
And like a tapestry, He's weaving you and me
To someday be just like Him
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