Sunday, April 20, 2008

2 weeks on

2 weeks on and i'm really worried for my future..

i mean, not that OTS is bad or what, it's just that the skill set is just so different from all other areas! if i decide to leave OTS, i'm not sure if i'll be able to make it.. come to think of it, i don't even know if i will be able to stay on..

and we have to share lockers. the lockers are already so small but we still need to share. i don't seem to have any space to put my stuff!

was sorting instruments yesterday and i'm really afraid that i won't be able to do it. there's just too much that i don't know and have to learn. it's kinda hard to cope. i mean, in a normal ward, at least i'm already familiar with most of the basic skills and routine. there isn't so much to worry about.

but in OTS, i know nuts. not people, not work flow, not skills, not environment, not nothing!! o God. what am i gonna do?!

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