*after shock*

finally managed to make it down to my new corps yesterday.

suffering the after shock now.

it's very different from what i'm used to. in fact, that's a gross understatement.

it's very small, less than 30 people.

very ill-disciplined. vice-chair talked back to me in front of the whole corps.

very low standards in just about everything.

atrocious attendance.

TIC who knows nuts about running a corps and is only too happy to hand everything over to me.

current NCOs stepping down on fri, ie. tomorrow. BUT, new committee is not up yet!

i'm typing up their nominal roll with incomplete information right now, by the way.

like, HELLO!! why is a corps OIC PERSONALLY typing up her corps' nominal roll?! and an incomplete 1 at that!!

either their standards are really waaaaaay low or i've been too pampered and spoilt.





on the other hand, i really do see a few with the spark in them.

those who genuinely wants to do their best and tries very hard.

they're not good, but they put in a lot of effort.

those who have the potential to go further, do better, just waiting for someone to come along and maximise their potential.

it's just a few, maybe 20%.





but for this few, this 20%, i will give it my best, my all.

i will do everything i can.

for this 20%, i will once more give my 200%.